Do you ever just want to leave this place?

It’s so lonely here.

I hate that I still call you

I hate that you take up so much space

I’m left with nothing to say

no words will dare to escape 

not even lies

I know what I have to do

I have to escape you

build a ladder to the sky

where I can view 

the years of destruction

that will continue in you

do whatever it takes

to believe you have 

all the time in the world

do everything that feels wrong

do it all

then come back to me soon

I’ve decided to start a blog today.  I guess I need a place to vent.  But mostly I want to write at least one poem a day.  I want to for my sanity and therapy.  Also, to see if I can commit to something daily.